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I miss you. Can we go back to pretty much being sisters / ridiculously close? :/

- I miss you lots. Life has been taking up all of my time. =( BUT I get to see you for sure next Friday! Hehehe.

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R keeps saying I look sick. Or just tired. I say I’m not.

Truth is…

I’m exhausted.

teefanaynay:

Want me to hold your hands for you? :)

Hahaha, I think you’d be holding my eyebawls before you hold my hands

Today was herra cold.

I woke up at 6:30 and started chem reading notes before school. No, I did not finish. I’m not that devoted, believe it or not. Haha.

We did nothing in history. Well, actually everyone was studying or finishing hw from other classes. It was a pretty productive period after all.

In calculus we colored a flowchart. Mine is ugly, because I spent too long coloring certain boxes and didn’t have enough time to fill in the rest of them completely. Oh whatever. If it was perfect, it’d be uglier.

In Spanish, I worked on translations with Ashley, Dan, and Josh again. We didn’t finish. That means homework.

In chem we saw a demo involving ammonia. I stuck my nose in the beaker and my lungs hurt.

In English we got into groups and talked. (: I love getting into groups! Carmen, Jonathan, and I always mention the topic we’re supposed to discuss, and then talk about the randomest things ever. Haha.

The first thing I did when I got home was put on a sweatshirt. It was herra cold. I don’t know how I survived today.

I really want a sister to talk to. Some things are just too weird to blog about.

I finished my homework way early today, but I just don’t feel like sleeping yet. Maybe in ten minutes.

I’ll make a list. List of… just things.

1. “She Was Mine” has been on repeat for the last ten minutes (: It’s a cute song.
2. I can’t wait for my brother to come home and bake with me next week.
3. A small part of me wants to get my hair shortened again.
4. I feel like I’m finally satisfied with where I am…almost.
5. I worry a lot about the future.
6. I don’t know what I want to do with my life.
7. I fear I’ll be a failure when I grow up.
8. The phrase “when I grow up” is losing meaning to me.
9. I miss my guy best friend. Who isn’t my best friend anymore.
10. I am a really lazy person.
11. My hands are always cold. Sometimes I secretly wish someone would ask me what I asked Carmen today when her hands were cold: “Want me to hold them for you?” Wouldn’t that be cute. Haha.
12. I want to write a novel. Because the ones I read never turn out the way I want them to.
13. I hate my sunspot.
14. I made my current screenname as a joke in sixth grade.
15. I cannot wait to play tennis again.
16. My parents and brother are like my best friends. We’re tight.
17. I burned my tongue while eating a lean pocket today.
18. I’ve always hated wearing black until this year.
19. I always complain to my parents about work, but now that Brandon’s working again, I kind of miss covering for him on his days.
20. I have glasses.
21. I hate staying home on Sundays.
22. The sound of the heater is really comforting.
23. I always doubt myself.
24. I’m always bored when I have no homework to do.
25. I smile a lot, if you haven’t noticed.

My contacts feel dry. They’re telling me I’m tired. Goodnight!

This morning I slipped on my tennis sweatshirt five minutes before leaving for school and ended up matching with Phu, Wendy, Yvonne, Kim, Carolyn, and Toni. (:

The chemistry test was okay… I hate when there are only a few minutes left before your test is due, and then you realize you did something terribly wrong. So when you finish fixing your “error”, you realize that they way you had worked the problem at first was actually correct! So you spend what little time is left erasing like mad and scibbling whatever numbers you could remember onto the paper and finish at the exact moment that the teacher calls time. That’s what happened today. I hope things work out.

Note: Don’t drink water when eating dried cranberries.

After school I went to calculus tutoring with David and finally finished the pink worksheet with Ashley. I feel so accomplished! (: I caught up on all of the assignments, except for four problems that I absolutely cannot solve.  Then I went to work, where one kid almost made me become not nice.

Random thought: I like lifting weights off people’s chests.

Today at work, one of the kids Nathan said to another named Helen, “She’s a good tutor huh.”

Me: “Are you being sarcastic?”

Nathan: “Yes …no.”

That made my day. (:

Unfinished homework on a Sunday night. Typical. =/

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WHY YOU SO CUTE FOR?

- Haha I don’t know, I’m really not..